Uncertainties...

I think Im current having my sort of crisis at this moment. There is so much of uncertainties that im going to face and i don`t know how im supposed to do.

For instant, I`ll be soon finishing my studies and my final exam for my degree will start in few weeks time and i have yet started my revision. Then, im currently looking for a place for my internship and i found a job that i like and longed for. Waiting sucks !

However, im not ready for doing internship yet although i wanted to finish up my studies and wanted to graduate real soon. There is this feeling in me that makes me so uncomfortable.

All my 2X years, i`ve done nothing except for: sleeping, eating,enjoying life, schooling etc....

All i do after my form6 is just studying and having fun. Imagine : wake up at 10am +, went to market with mum, went shopping with mum after breakfast, went home and relax till dinner time...Then start all over again the next day. Im used to that kinda life and out of sudden, i need to work?

I mean, i know i have to work and i cant be like that forever. but, i just get my self used to that situation at this moment. By just thinking of my routine in the future, give me a chill down my spines.

Haihz. Time is all i need, i guess.